Hai lovely people,
I am Aditya ...from the last few months i am on the path of TAPA (burning one self to get desirable)to make my self more aware ,wanting to inlight,storing the more energy and trying to make myself more stable ...by regular meditating,exersizing,with secred fealing....i am on the path of bramhacharya(no sex not physical nor mental desire or imagination)...well iam not forcelly stoping myself for it but i am more oriented towrds my devine pleasure so its all not bothering me....iam thinking about when my decided period of Tapa will complete then how i deal with this energy?..should i go for the sex with an inlighted girl for getting peace and pleaseure...or i i leave all thing on destiny....or should i get the company of the guru....hay lovely what i do...oum namoh narayanay...namoh narayanay