was this a Kundalini experience, or something else?

topic posted Mon, November 24, 2008 - 5:58 PM by  offlinemadame7
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I am familiar with all the classic signs of Kundalini activation and i have experienced some at various points in my life. Over the summer i was practicing quite a bit of Kundalini yoga and felt fantastic. Somehow i fell off the wagon and haven't been doing any yoga at all for the past 2 months or so. Meanwhile, i have had an annoying pressure/pain in my lower back that requires me to crack it several times a day for relief. This has been going on for at least a year and i haven't seen a professional for chiropractic, rolfing or massage, though i have been thinking that maybe i should. All along i've wondered if the problem with my back is purely physical or energetic in nature. I have not had an injury, there is really no good reason for me to have this chronic lower back pressure, so i've wondered if i had a blockage there. Cracking it by twisting and rotating my hips helps temporarily but has not released the pressure completely.

Today i was on the playground with my daughter at school and i was standing next to the monkey bars. Recalling somebody's suggestion that i try gravity inversion boots or some other way of hanging to elongate the spine, i decided to try hanging from the bars to stretch out and release my spine. At first, my muscles were tense and guarding the spine but i exhaled slowly and let my spine become long with the weight of my legs. It felt amazing, and then i felt a couple of cracks and a subtle pop--it wasn't anything violent or extreme, just a pop. And before i knew it, i felt as if the whole rail of bars was shaking. I didn't realize at first that it was my body, i just turned around expecting to see someone climbing up behind me, shaking the bars, but nobody was there. I turned around, let go, tried to stand, and found that my entire body was convulsing--that is the only word i can think of to describe it--but it was a slow sort of twitching, not a violent convulsion like an epileptic. It was WAVY. My legs like rubber bands, all my limbs quivering, my chest, even my upper lip was twitching. I was still able to stand during this, but wondered if it would worsen to the point of collapsing. Once i realized what was happening, i became very scared. I thought i had done something serious to my spine and might need to call an ambulance. But it subsided just enough for me to begin walking slowly over to the other parent who was on the playground with us. I explained to her what had just happened, but as i was telling her, i realized that my back felt 100% better than it has for the past year. By the time i finished describing my experience, everything was back to normal and i felt as if i had released a massive blockage from my spine.

The area now feels clean and fresh. I no longer feel the urge to twist and pop my back, though it had become such a habit that i find myself starting to do it and then i stop myself because i want to just wait and see how it feels if i don't mess with it anymore. I really don't know what happened to me today. Depending on who i talked to about it, i would probably get totally different explanations. I thought i would post this here and ask for some input. I've had full-body trembling experiences before--they happened shortly after i began practicing KY in the 90's. But this was different. It felt more like a full-body orgasm and not in the ecstatic "feel good" way i always thought that would be, but more in terms of the spasms of orgasm rippling through every inch of my body. After it was over, i felt exactly the way i feel after a sexual orgasm.

So does anyone think this had to do with the Kundalini? Can you describe a similar experience?

I have been trying to get at that annoying pressure in my spine for over a year, with no real success. I don't know if this will last or if it will return to the way it was, but today i moved something that needed to be moved. I am curious to discover how this affects the rest of my life, my yoga practice, my psychic abilities or any other area of my life.
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madame7
Seattle
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  • Namaste Madame7,
    I dont know much about kundalini yoga or kundalini experience.
    But I feel, if you look at your journey in life as a journey of self realization then your own experiences would seem
    crystal clear to you. The experience you had, seems like a spiritual phenomena, i.e. physical changes in your body
    preparing it for a higher spiritual life. If you search for the true meaning of higher spiritual life during meditation, that is
    looking beyond your daily life, your ego, self image, physical needs, pain and pleasure, emotional needs happiness
    and sadness. you will soon realize all these covers vanishing and the True You will emerge.

    The next time you sit to meditate, try looking at yourself without your personality, your feelings (physical and emotional),
    your ego and know that "You" are basically the soul , which is always connected to the universe ( before physical -ego birth ,
    during your physical-ego life and after physical and ego death).

    Even the physical kundalini experiences that you feel at a physical level are just physical, they are happening to your body,
    the pleasure is given to your body, the pain is felt by the body, the soul doesnt need pleasure, it doesnt feel pain ,
    ........It is always blissful , steady and forever connected to the universal soul.

    As soon as your mind, your intellect, realizes this permanent connection of yours to the universal mother , your mind will sleep
    in a state of bliss, oblivious to the changes in your physical self bought about by all the spiritual helper forces within your body.
    For when the mind sleeps, in the womb of the universe, the spiritual forces will push your conciousness to the higher level
    that it has been trying to all this while.

    As a friend on this tribe "panoramix" once mentioned .
    As soon as the mind sleeps, these twitches will turn in muscles spasms, which will transform into spontaneous "Bandhas" and once the Bandhas are in complete control of the soul, the kundalini will rise and the bandhas will ascertain that it does not go back down.
    As the mind sleeps, she will cleanse through your nadis and finally reach swadhisthana , where "You" the soul will be One with the Universe. May your Guru guide you to the self.

    Om Hreem Shreem GuruBhyo Namaha.
  • Unsu...
     
    Hi there, thanks for sharing. Doesn't Kundalini energy travels upwards? I don't have much experience or knowledge on the subject. For me, when I have orgasms, sometimes will feel the energy, especially obviously built up energy over a long session, pass downward through my legs which then feel rubber-band like especially if it doesn't get all the way out through the legs. But it's t the opposite direction it would go for Kundalini, quite certain, I think my mind would blow with that much energy were I not fully ready mentally. Also notice when doing energy work on others or self that stored energy that needs to escape usually travels downwards. My feeling is that your experience was about a release of all that stored up energy in the back --blocked you could say, as it was causing pain, released and traveling out, through the legs. ecstatic it feels to release all/any blocked energy, at least for me :-). maybe an expert will come along and clarify. thanks again. Lu
    • Unsu...
       
      no that would be called meeting a real energy worker and getting your body circuitry remaid by something way more powerful and real then your ever going to get the honor of meeting in person.............

      oh you want kundalini huh?
      people have died being stupid thinking -k- was the path to go..
      i personal know 2 that are in the mental hospital, and one dead, hung himself cause he want to see god a week after a "guru" opened his -k-
      wide open...........
      he wasnt a mentally unstable person and no reason to do what he did.
      he was a week into his honeymoon and his new wife found him hung with a note, i want to meet god now....
      funny just how stupid people are sometimes... me, i know better.
      well for all the stupid people out there who doubt my word, this post here of mine is active with kundalini, atonement.

      to be stupid and know that you are and im not
      say Kundalini ,Kundalini ,Kundalini ,Kundalini ,Kundalini ,Kundalini ,Kundalini .....................Kundalini !

      now do you feel your spine base warm up and the energy move up like a snake on your spine?

      funny thats just the start of the nightmare........... when you learn that your focus should be the heart not the snake then you will know i was right on the money but hey keep it, i have no price, im priceless ..


      google side affects of kundalini before you say the word -k- because iti s not the way to go.
      ego................... no, i just know shit when it knocks at my door with a mask. im that good, because i new the shit was comming before it came...................... enjoy! sorry its been a real fun last 24 hours..lol- lv- the one who knows better!
    • Unsu...
       
      you must not get out much huh!lol
      there is such a thing called its to late, bars closing..

      i predict you will find the man of your dreams there................. make sure you have at least a million in bills if you want that judah cat eating
      at your round table.. thats just the new price, of priceless.
      20 if you want something more then just the real cat to meow to your little circle of special people!

      wow priceless huh! yeah i know, 21 sounded greedy!

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